his gone!!!!!!!!!

to my dearest arwah rizzwan

i didnt expect you to go so fast

you left without any words

you just go without any sign

now that you have gone

i'm going to miss you

but i have to move on

i still cant believe that you are gone

ayah, its our anniversary today

n i'm crying over your death

oh god, please take care of him

mummy told me

1 day i'll for sure to meet him

in heaven, insyallah

this is the story

he took his brother bike

no one knows where was he going

his sister text me at 11+

soon after i finish work

his sister didnt tell it straight forward

she just ask me to go and see him at his place

so i did, without thinking anything bad

reaching there, alot of people have already gather

without any hesitation

i ask his sister

that was when the truth was reveal

i took it easy

trying to calm myself

2+ his body arrive

i'm so shock seeing his face

its like disfigure

and its still playing on my mind

now he is in the good place

a place where god is always there for him

to late rizzwan

happy 2mth anniversary

to all my friends

thanks for keeping me occupied

thanks for being there

lending me your shoulders

and your tissue

i'm still trying to cope with my daily life

the question that i'm still thinking is

why this happen

and where is he going

trip to bukit merah!!!!!!!!!

woohoo has pillion

not rider!!!!!!!

as u can see

i felt so bored

and i want to sleep

khekhex

simple meal he treat me

love you mohd rizzuan

haizzz boifey lost in the world of lappy

boifey tok 2 me n say

we left wit 3 more mths

n mani tinks 2 prepared

i guess his stress n indeed excited

so m i khekhex

woohoo

a great day with boifey!!!!!!!!!

yest as usual
boifey after werk kol me
so had a lil chat
laughing here n dere
den boifey say he wans 2 mit me
bt i kinda lazy
so in e end he came n fetch me
so swt of boifey

so wen back 2 bukit merah 2 hv supper at mac
boifey jus gt a new mp4 frm his sis
so he was updatin song frm my lappy
haizzz boifey jus cldnt get his eyes off frm lappy
khekhex so spend time again
laughing again
disturb him n stuff
evil me

so 1+ we took off
i thot of goin hm
bt instead boifey wen ard bukit merah
coz he wans 2 spend time
n i told him tats his crazy
wasting oil
i ask him y nv chill at 1 place
n he say on bike veri romantic
khekhex wth
crazy boifey

so headed back hm at 2+
continue 2 hv a chat wit him
den off 2 bed at 3+
mitin boifey again 2dae after werk
khekhex
sat fastin mth oreadi
so muz notie2 nw muahahahahaz
tats all blogger
muacks

very stress!!!!!!!!

currently jus finish studying 4 ect
tml is e paper
haizzz
so much to study
tooo mani topic
so sianz

2dae autocad test was great
manage 2 finish on time
even though my lappy gt crash
n e drawing was gone
4 more freakin paper 2 go

sat is e start of fasting month
n left wit 3 more mths
n so much 2 prepared

met up wit boifey after his werk
he hv been werkin xtra hard
alwaz long hrs
reason was "3 more mths"
haizzz i'm scared its gonna make him fall sick
sooner or later
'oh god, plz protect him'

boifey was xtra swt 2dae
dn noe y
he hug me tite
sayin he miz me
n i miz him toooo
he held me evri nw n den
mayb he still tink i'm gonna leave him
silly boifey

p.s: sat is e start of fastin month
dn notie2 aite
newae blogger
having exam 4 2 wks
wont b updatin
so cya in 2 wks time
tk kr blogger
muacks

its all about you

busy talking to who ar!!!!!!

actually my friend

mango khekhex

the day i became his!!!!!

it will

i promise you

since 050809

going strong and with god will

its will go stronger

alhamdulilah thank god!!!!!

basically thank GOD his fine
n i thank GOd i found him

last thurs nyte he met wit an accident
he hit the taxi coz was ridin too fast
his bro was by his side
he didnt suffer much injuries
bt jus a huge abrasion on his ryte hand
his bike mudguard broken
left n ryte mirror oso gone
front light oso gone
e taxi bumper was bend badly
haizzzz guys will alwaz b notie on ryte

e swt tink bout him is tat
he met wit accident n yet still cum
2 my place 2 hv dinner wit my mum
2 celeb her bdae
he was so nervous
bt mum reallie took tinks smoothly
n my bro, he seem 2 be likin him
khekhex
hpfullie tinks goes well 4 my side

den went back 2 his hm
spent time wit him
tok tinks out
he jokes ard alot
he nv fail 2 make me smile
while tokin he say
"please dont leave me"
n i'm like
"y muz i leave u, jus bcoz u hv scratches here n dere"
i told him stop tokin nonsense
he is veri insecure bout me
evri nw n den he kept tellin me

my dearest rizzuan
no mattha how u look like
u will alwaz b my prince
n i noe 1 dae 4sure u will b mine
stp tinkin negatively
rmb e daes u told me 2 tink blout our future
so muz tink bout our future k :)
i'll alwaz luv u
i'll alwaz miz u
muacks

so sadz!!!!!

boifey jus met wit an accident yest nyte wit a taxi

hv a huge bruise on his arm

haizzzz

get well sn k ayah

we r suppose 2 go out wit mum 2dae 4 dinner

nw mum hv 2 cum n eat dinner wit u

hmph

luv u ayah muacks